Just who am I kidding?

Why is March so long?
Today's another draggy day. Even each passing minutes seem to drag their feet along.

I'm not doing very good but I thought that I did much better than some out there.
You dont have to agree with me like I'm not answerable to any opinions out there.

People can think I'm not earning much or my qualifications arent as mighty.
It's ok.
Really.

Cos I just know that I am helping those people with higher qualifications and whatever he/she comes from getting jobs. And they bloody owe it to me.

And I think I am much better off than those who aren't still doing anything decent just because their family or so doesnt requires their help at all, anyway.


I may be so energize-less at the end of the day but it's ok.
Cos' I know I am not doing just any job that needs me to report all the time, have my own authority, still earning decently and can afford allowances.
Why am I not better?

I guess it's really fine if you think you are any better or I'm not cos' not anyone can be as of comparision of me at my age,my background, and mostly me.

And you know, I may not be gorgeous but I think I'm decent enough.

Blah blah blah.

It had been some time since I took pictures with my crummpy handphone.





Sure it's crummpy too.

But it's ok.

I'm happier than you think I am.